Archive for May, 2012

1) get permit; get 20 hours of driving time 2) get immunizations 3) finish math book completed my may to-do list save for the math book. while composing this, i thought of many excuses why, and many of them are valid, however those are just excuses. the real reason is that i hate math, and […]



there are things i want, things i will never own. i watch friends get their own homes, and begin decorating. i watch them buy beautiful things liberally, in a way i cannot. not because i cannot afford it, but because my future lifestle cannot support it. i might like a pretty vanity, with large drawers […]

out there


safe behind these windows and these parapets of stone gazing at the people down below me all my life i watch them as i hide up here alone hungry for the histories they show me all my life i memorize their faces knowing them as they will never know me all my life i wonder […]

525,600 minutes


in daylights, in sunsets in midnights, in cups of coffee in inches, in miles in laughter, in strife in five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes how do you measure, a year in the life? my dad once came up with an excellent answer of why time passes by so much quicker for adults than […]

1) if you walk far enough, you will sometime come to someplace 2) a heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others 3) no one mourns the wicked 4) life is more painless for the brainless; life is fraught-less when you’re thoughtless 5) some people […]

we are children of divorce, victims of dysfunction. we spell-check of course, gps the proper junction. we’ve gotten pretty good at shifting all the blame […] they call us generation lost, or generation greed; the connected generation to a plasma screen – “generation love” by jennette mccurdy we, the younger people of this world, are […]

financial stuff


i have always been the thrifty one. i used to hoard money like cockatoos hoard shiny stuff. i do not remember often spending it, interestingly enough. over the years, i have become better at spending it. i actually had to hone this skill. i think i got better at it during my first trip to […]